Are moving forward too fast and different things are happening too fast that I don’t even know if I’m ready for it. Like all I wanna do is slow down and chill or even just stop but I can’t and it feels like I’m high all the time but I’m not :( It’s like having no choice but to close your eyes and cannon-ball into deep dark water, alone too.
I know overall this is good for me though and I’m grateful. It’s what growing up is….it’s just scary as fuck.@3 months ago